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Jan. 10th, 2008 | 10:42 pm
<3peace, love, and support<3
*Bri
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Feeling good =]
Dec. 24th, 2007 | 02:19 am
mood: 
okay
music: "Just a Little Bit" - Maria Mena
Went out for breakfast with the fam just for the fun of it, but I was quite sensible. I had two eggs overlight, with dry wheat toast. I only ate a few bites of the homefries and took the rest home for someone else to eat.
Didn't eat again until the evening, where I had a bit of my friends Chinese food..just chicken and rice.
In the middle of the day, I did some exercises.
So I'm feeling good! [ana-wise, at least..there's some other bad shit in my life now, but whatever.] And today is Christmas Eve! Yay! =D
Peace & Love,
Bri.
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Surprisingly, I'm feeling GREAT!
Dec. 22nd, 2007 | 02:19 pm
mood: 
happy
music: Gym Class Heroes
yesterday was horrible. I didn't even want to update. I ate so much, and barely exercised. It was depressing.
*Note to self* - DO NOT LET FRIENDS OR TEACHERS PUSH FATTY FOODS ON YOU JUST BECAUSE IT'S A PARTY AT SCHOOL! ugh >.<
Also, the whole buffet thing did not go well, and I ended up purging later...
In the evening yesterday, I was 122/123 pounds.
So I went to bed all depressed and expecting to gain/not lose weight..but I woke up and was only 120 !! YAY! =]
Of course I still have a ways to go, but it really pumped me up to know that I hadn't ballooned up anymore..I'd lost a few!
This morning, my parents tried to wake me up to go out to breakfast, but I had a craving for sugary crap, so I said no and went back to sleep. I woke up later and the craving was gone. Self control ftw! =P I'm gonna try to eat as little as possible today, and get back to my exercises.
Hoping to get under 118 by Christmas!! Only a few days away, ahh!!
I think my dad's gonna by a new, more accurate scale today..I'm excited!
Well I hope you're all feeling as good as me girls!
Much love, and always stay strong! <3
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My day was..ehh. Did realllly well for most of it, but a damn Christmas party ruined it!!
Earlier my mom [who is the one who always bugs me to eat] wasn't home, and all I had a was a chocolate milk and a few mini chocolate-covered pretzels. All that added up to about 500 cals, which would've been fine. But of course I had to go and be a fatty at the party..I started off which a few cracker with dip appetizers and a diet coke, and I was pretty proud of my control, but right before I left I ate some rich, cheesy seafood pasta crap. Ugh >.<
I came home and purged..I felt weak and my stomach and head hurt so bad, but I was relieved to get all those calories out.
This has been three days in a row that I've purged, not good! So I really need to get back to just not eating.
Some support buddies would be really great! Please friend me..we can message, and I also have AIM!
Oh, and I didn't get a new scale yet..but I will tomorrow! I NEED it!!!
<3Bri
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Could've done better today.
Dec. 20th, 2007 | 10:27 pm
mood: 
anxious
music: "Not For All the Love in the World" - The Thrills
Blahh.
Not so good day...
Breakfast: small bowl of Kashi Go Lean cereal with lowfat milk
Lunch: Taco Salad, half of a churro, lowfat milk
Dinner: spaghetti with meatballs, coke
Also ate a couple snacks throughout the evening. Gross. =/
Yeah. Wasn't so in control today..I got really upset about it, but tonight I did some exercises [crunches & leg lifts] so I feel a little better now =]
Ugh. I think my family's going to a Chinese buffet tomorrow for dinner. I guess I'll just not eat the rest of the day, and at the buffet I'll choose the healthiest things I can. There's usually some fairly healthy options with Asian food. Plus, I'm hanging out with friends later at night, and we usually jump on the trampoline and play DDR and do other calorie burning things =]
Well that's allll...tomorrow's the last day of school before winter break! Yesss!!!! xD
P.S. I still desperately need friends! I'd really appreciate if you added me! =]
Thanks! <3
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First post. Here goes!
Dec. 19th, 2007 | 11:33 pm
mood: calm
music: "Fly" - Nick Drake
First post..forgive me if I do anything stupid, I'm new! =P
Well anyway. How bout some stats?
Age: 15
Height: 5'6"
CW: 123 lb
HW: 127 lb
LW: 120 lb
GW: 110 lb
I've struggled with ED before, but I always get depressed and discouraged and give up. This time though, I just kinda jumped right into it and I'm already doing pretty well, I think.
I usually eat some sort of bread at breakfast, just to keep me full during the school morning. At lunch, I eat bread/a roll, or nothing. My family usually makes dinner at home, and thankfully most of them are fairly healthy. [Fish, rice, veggies..] I eat small portions of dinner, a deck-of-cards or less size of each food. I try to stay away from butter/margarine, condiments..any extra, unneeded source of fat. I'm pretty bad at figuring out calories but I'd say I average about 200-500 a day.
Food diary for today:
Breakfast: One piece of white toast, dry.
Lunch: Rotini w/ meat sauce, two slices of white bread, white milk. [ughh, felt really guilty about that.. >.<]
Dinner: Went out for pizza. Ugh. Ate a half a slice of some rich, cheesy, spicy chicken pizza. Half & half coke [half diet, half regular]. Felt fat and disgusting, so I threw it all up when I got home. =/
I'm hoping to get under 120 by Christmas Eve..I only have 4 days! Ahh! I really need to stay strong and focused..wish me luck! =]
*Since I am new I would really appreciate some ana buddies! Please friend me! =]*
Much love,
<3 Bri